I know I slept some, last night, but it was restless sleep. On top of that…it was just past midnight when I had entered deep prayer and heard:
“Now hear this, the hour of my reckoning is come. NO longer will thirst parch your lips as my living water…”
So I pulled myself from sleepiness to write; and waited, but nothing more came.
I had interrupted the moment because He had not told me to write. I should have just continued listening.
I wake up this morning to hear of more disturbances going on throughout the U.S. and the world and I think “How much more, Father?” I begin to cry out to the Father in Spirit this morning and then the tears come and My Spirit feels an overwhelming/overpowering grief.
Finally, in the Spirit I hear, “Help Them!” and I see this scene flash across my mind’s eye.
What does that mean, Lord? What do you want me to do?
“I want you to ask me for you to step outside your comfort zone. Remember when you first started writing back in 2009/10? You hadn’t started blogging yet, but you started writing your fictional action adventure, and never completed it. I intentionally stalled you. The section of the story you wrote concluded with you finding the box your Mom had hidden in the back yard – the box that you never knew about. She had buried it prior to her death. The box may have been fictional in nature but the message has never changed. The box contained something: a key. It was a key to a message, but only you could open it.”
“Oh My God…My Lord”
Then I was given a flash of the box scene from the movie Insurgent. This is the only video I can find where Tris mentions the box and it is shown ever so briefly. The box is shown in the background at 2:15. Tris directly mentions the box around 2:45.
Then I recall that there is a scripture in The Bible where The Lord is talking to someone. I do a search for what I know he wants me to ask and he prompts me to look up the: “Send Me” scripture. It leads me to this:
Then I heard the Lord asking, “Whom should I send as a messenger to this people? Who will go for us?” I said, “Here I am. Send me.”
So, here I sit. Ready and waiting for a prompt. Then I realize, I have already been prompted…and He is waiting for my reply.
Whatever it means and wherever it leads, I submit:
Father: Help me step outside my comfort zone. Take me where you want me to go. “Here I am. Send Me.”
I hadn’t intended to include any music with this post – but even as I had continued with my work The Spirit insisted I come back and update the message to include this: