Only Through Repentance

The National Day of Prayer was Thursday May 2nd. I don’t pay attention to most media so I only viewed this for the first time this morning.



From Deuteronomy 4:2 (KJV)- Ye shall not add unto the word which I command you, neither shall ye diminish ought from it, that ye may keep the commandments of the LORD your God which I command you.



The following video is 5:45 in length – but if you are stretched for time fast-forward to the 5:00 mark and start listening from there. He seems to begin quoting from Deuteronomy 4:2. However, there is only one way that Yahweh Adonai will heal this land and it takes more than prayer…



…It takes humbling oneself.

To “REPENT” (repenting/repentance) – or turning away from the sin/leaven and humbling one’s heart to submit to the Potter and allow The Holy Spirit (Ishshah) to cleanse our impurities.

Elohim listens and responds to those who both Pray and Repent


Nye-be-Ru: When Heaven & Earth Collide





I have taken a very long leave of absence from blogging. I needed to get back into THE WORD. Study it. Understand it.

Talk to God about who He is, who I am in HIM, about who Yahshua was…and is, learn more about The Holy Spirit and why we were given this thing called the Holy Gospel to begin with.

I needed to allow the Words of Yahshua and The Ruach to really soak in to every nook and cranny, every cell within my body.

And eliminate noise as much as I could…

I have been studying The Old Testament and The New Testament. Word by Word – line by line – precept upon precept. I have also been weighing whether or not to even come back and write.

The dilemma is – writing is who I am…it has always been an outlet for me. One of the only ways I can truly find to express what I think.

But there was a point that I reached an impasse. I’m still working through that impasse, with Yahweh, and still have yet to determine what the results of that impasse look like. God has yet to show me beyond the dreams and visions I’ve had. Frustration is real but God is patient and kind – someday I will see 20/20.

However, there is a message I feel burdened to share that is not something I particularly desire to hold onto anymore. By not sharing it, the weight is becoming burdensome – and Yahushua instructed us during his earthly ministry to surrender all our worldly cares unto him.

Often times I’ve learned that if I write here, what is weighing on my heart/soul/Spirit that Yahushuah Ha Maschiach will – as part of, “running the race,” take the baton from me and help me carry it onward.

I trust Him, more than I trust myself. So far, each time I have come to write here in the past – writing without hesitation has always proven to be the most savory of ointments poured forth (Songs 1:3)

If I continue carrying the burden, then it will compound the weariness that’s been building. That being the case, I prefer to submit to Adonai that which I have been given and surrender it instead unto my Redeemer. There is no point in holding onto a message that I feel is weighing me down.


Sometime ago, I believe it was October 2017 I was given a blog post regarding something called, “The Destroyer.”

At the time, someone asked me if I thought the Destroyer might be Nibiru. I recall thinking, “Nibiru?” I had barely heard of it and never paid much attention to articles or stories about the theory of Nibiru/Planet X…I never answered the question because – I truthfully didn’t know how.

As I reflect back over time, one of the last things I recall my Dad telling me was that the best policy regarding answering a question you don’t have an answer to is reply, “I don’t know know.” Meaning, don’t make a guess just to fill in space!

In this case, when asked about Nibiru, I opted to just remain silent.

The second piece of advice I got, I received from two different people on two separate occasions. Oddly enough though, the advice came from two different people – they were both named “Joy.” Coincidence?


Both times, both people suggested I “give place” and allow the Holy Spirit to “teach” me – that is to lead me into all TRUTH. After all, The Holy Spirit – Ruach Hakodesh – was given to us at Pentecost to provide comfort and healing, as well as wisdom, understanding and ultimately – knowledge. So, that is what I did. I laid it all down. And asked The Father to teach me starting from scratch. To correct any faulty learning I had gained while here in “Egypt.” And, yep..that has been a re-learning process.



After I was asked if I knew what Nibiru was, I recall thinking…how would I know what Nibiru is? Many months of moons have ticked by on the calendar since I wrote about The Destroyer. All the while, the word – Nibiru, has continued to repeat itself as a passing thought. It never occurred to me I should inquire further about it.

It was at the beginning of April that as I was reading the scriptures, praying and pondering – that the idea of Nibiru ebbed through my thoughts, yet again.

“Lord, have you been trying to tell me something?”

“You have been presented several opportunities from others asking you questions about Nibiru. But you have not received an answer because you have not asked. Do you want to know what it is? Ask me to teach you – to show you.”

“Teach me Lord, Here I am…show me.”

“The answer to Nibiru, is not a simple one…but it is biblical. Walk me with and I will guide you into understanding how this unknown celestial object is much more than a “planet.” It is invisible but not for the reasons many people think.”

The following I share with you is how The Lord walked me through understanding what “Nibiru” is as destroyer.

“Nibiru is a complicated matter. Much speculation circulates this unknown celestial presence and its origin. It is both bigger in scope than what has been revealed and yet what it is, is already presented in The Scriptures. Prepare yourself to write and My Sheep to receive.”

Let’s pray:

Heavenly Father – Cover us with the blood of your precious Son, Yahshua Hamaschiach. We seek your Truth. We Seek your Grace, Mercy and Understanding. Please find favor with us and help us to see through your eyes and be taught by your Holy Spirit. Together, we lift our hands and voices – praising “Our Father, Who art in Heaven – Hallowed Be Thy Name – Thy Kingdom Come, Thy Will be Done on Earth as it is in Heaven.” Amen

What you need to understand about Nibiru is the same thing that needs to be understood about The Bibles that you read from. Over the centuries many different biblical translations have been published. These translations, have thus far been influenced by those who had the power to wield. In order to best understand My Word & The Scriptures, it is necessary to possess the indwelling of The Holy Spirit (Ruach Ha Kodesh) – this is part of your personal relationship with The Logos. There is a reason for this and unfortunately, for The Church of Laodicea – all now stand in the final moments as the door of Grace is closing, upon the snare of deception, laid long ago.

Foundational Pillars

A Hubble photo of three gas pillars in the Eagle Nebula. Some squares in the upper-right of the image are black and contain nothing.

“The Foundation of The Earth – Elohim’s (Pillars of Creation) that were formed in Genesis 1 – have never changed. They are the building blocks of this existence: Earth and Life.

The Logos has never changed, just as His Son is everlasting and The Ruach Ha Kodesh – our Comforter is a part of the Constant and mostly invisible (time continuum).

What has been tainted over the generations is that which has been “passed down” through the generations by men- Scribes with their own agenda (Ages of Time).

While The LOGOS is The Truth – You might be tempted to raise your eyebrow with the concept that the scriptures have been tampered with; however, The Truth you Seek is Stranger than fiction.

I have taken my Daughter on a very long journey the last 2 years…down a very narrow road.
I have prompted her to watch things most people might not consider “Spirit” Inspired and yet when I show you the origins of Nibiru, the deception (underway) of the powers that be might seem more real now – than ever.

Among the movies assigned:


One Night with The King,

DaVinci Code/Angels & Demons,

The LakeHouse

These movies portray the themes of the Earthly/Physical Wars, Spiritual Warfare, Tenacity and Endurance, Destiny, Deception, Quantum Physics, Faith – Hope – Love….

Each of these movies is a significant indicator of the battle MY SHEEP are facing (and have faced) from the opponent as well as tactics the enemy has used in an attempt to deplete the allied forces. – which are currently preparing to “muster.”

However, it is because of The Magnitude of the Power my Sheep have in ME, that they remain “STANDING.”

Before I break down the meaning of Nibiru – know this – With the Help of The Holy Spirit and Logos – The Bible is the Holy and Inspired Word of God and can be understood by all.

When The Word is read by someone who HAS the HOLY SPIRIT Dwelling in them – I – The GREAT I AM – WILL REVEAL ALL TRUTH.

However, The Bible – due to the nature of MAN’s Sin and ultimate need for POWER/GREED and manipulation has tampered with the Scriptures. Proof of this is found in Jeremiah 8:8. This does not mean the WORD of God is not powerful. What it means is that each of My Sheep will find me when they Seek Me in their Secret Place (Psalm 91).

This is why I directed the viewing of The DaVinci Code and Angels and Demons…followed by The LakeHouse.

The DaVinci code is less about what might be considered “blasphemous” to the name of Yahushua and more about the doctrines of demons that mankind have ALLOWED to infiltrate MY TABERNACLE. Spies and False Prophets cannot be avoided until MY SON returns with His Reward.

Today’s modern church gives little to no ACKNOWLEDGEMENT of the guidelines laid out in Leviticus/Numbers and Deuteronomy…and instead the harlot has clothed herself in luxuries, haughtiness and infinite grace while at the same time “winking” at SINS that no longer seem sinful – nay, accepted by the MAINSTREAM.

It is by the premise of Predictive Programming that the enemy (Elite) is required to present in plain sight what is ahead.

The Word of God, likewise, instructs MY SHEEP to study and understand the Books of the past (Old Testament) which are mirror reflections of the blessings and curses ahead.

Will The Branch to come be able to Judge you as righteous? Do you count yourself as FAITHFUL? Or are you among the multitude that have SOUL-ed out?

What the lying scribes did was alter words in salt and pepper fashion throughout the books (including The MANY that were excluded by Constantine and The Council of Nicaea – in addition to others going back in time prior to that.)

Without the assistance of the helper/comforter, Strong’s Concordance, and The Logos/Rhema – trying to decipher most of The Bible is lost on the average man and woman…and is the reason why most of the Pastors in the Pulpits have missed presenting what was intended to be taught and have instead truly received doctrines of demons while their sheep continue on the wide path, unknowingly.

Fear not, what has been done in secret will soon be exposed…

Now, onto Nibiru.
First and foremost – Nibiru is not one – SINGULAR- thing. It is many things…that are ALL scripturally based.

Nibiru is a created word of terminology associated with the coming DESTROYER
To understand what it IS, you first need to understand how the concept of the destroyer was created. It must be broken down – using the Hebrew and Greek.

The Lord helped me with this utilizing the Strong’s. It was not a fast process. I was guided through the Concordance and taken line-by-line (precept upon precept) of it’s origins.
Nibiru breaks down (phonetically) as NIY – BE – RU
NIY – BE – RU means

NIY: H5204 A Doubtful word (of the false prophets) Jeremiah 8:8.
The World (those who are not indwelt with Ruach) will VIEW and blasphemy The Witnesses of Rev 11. Although there is a minor revival of people returning to THE WORD of God – the majority – have begun to turn with the tide and view what is Good as Evil or what is Evil as Good. The Seeds of the Tares will view the prophets as blasphemeous (not unlike) what occurred when Yahshua stood before the Sanhedrin and religious leaders of his day.


BE: #1205 beh-aw-thaw

Fear – Trouble (cup of trembling) Is 51:22, Ps 45:4-7 –
#1264 be-rowm/ber ome (damask – variegated thread, rich apparel) –
#1220 beh-tser (gold defense: “wall”) Ps 45:9, Songs 2:9, Songs 8:9-10

“BE” is also a cross reference to Jerusalem’s Wall (Wailing Wall) and The Cup of Trembling (this sets the scene for the prophesied cross reference of the evening sacrifice of the scapegoat from Leviticus) Rev 11:7

RU: is direct cross reference to The RUACH Ha Kodesh (H7307) and the following scriptures – Rev. 3:12, (and New Jerusalem) Rev. 22, Is 49:17
While The Ruach – The Spirit was designed to be OUR comforter. The rules reverse during The Tribulation. It happens this way because the Fire (Ishshah) that is designed during the age of Grace to PURGE God’s Children of sin will be that which ultimately becomes the stumbling block/stumbling stone for those sheep (unwise virgins) who slept instead of keeping their wicks trimmed. The Hamaschiach died to redeem his Bride…but if the Saints want to be part of the Bride’s retinue (Rev. 19:8) they have to accept her to be counted worthy and become part of the End Time Army of Rev 7 & 14 – and in the Bride’s procession (Galations 4:26) prior to the barley harvest
Those who don’t go through the purging process (Psalm 139:23-24) prior to Tribulation, go through it (The Tribulation) without the benefit of Transfiguration/Transformation.There’s more…and this is where God’s plan for His Creation becomes supernatural.
Eagle Nebula: Look below and notice the Pillars of Creation (in the center/middle of the Nebula)


Eagle Nebula from ESO.jpg

Nibiru is associated with something famously known in the cosmos as The Eagle Nebula. (cross reference to Rev 12: Eagle’s Wings) which is an open cluster of stars in the constellation called “Serpens” (#1272: to flee/bolt) but what makes this something to pay closer attention to is that in the Scientific community it is known as part of “The Pillars of Creation” ( Ecc 3:18, Ps 49). The Word “Pillars” are well mentioned throughout The Word – you will find it within scriptures 88x’s and the number 88 is significant pertaining to the The Alpha and Omega.

In a nutshell, as I read, studied and listened to what The Spirit was showing me – Nibiru – IF there is a planet – is connected to The Work that both The Holy Spirit and Yahushua will be doing when The Apocalypse opens.

To cut to the chase, there will be a set of circumstances occurring as the – The Witnesses – APPEAR. This will affect the cosmos because the actual manifestation of them appearing will cause a TON of stuff to happen such as the axial pole shift – 3 days of darkness, etc.

It is all there in scriptures – every time He showed me something I could see that everything was interconnected. If you think about it this way – that the Witnesses are essentially the manifest presence of God and His Holy Spirit.

How could the manifest presence of The Godhead NOT cause the earth to shake and the skies to go dark? – especially if (as God has warned us) he’s trying to get HIS CREATION (His kids) to look UP from their distractions and idols and pay attention to HIS INSTRUCTION/correction….even as the Judgments are unfolding.

Through this study, I kept seeing repeating patterns between the Old and New Testament. The only way I could read and study the GOOD BOOK was letting The Holy Spirit lead me. The more I read, the hungrier I got…

The 3 days of darkness is coming because that is when the restrainer (The Light – Genesis 1 – within the World) is removed, darkness will prevail (Genesis 1:2, Jonah 1:17) . Sometime after the 3 days is when the Supernatural stuff will kick into high gear. Damascus will soon be the ruinous heap. (Isaiah 17, Jeremiah 49:24, Amos 1:3)

Nibiru is everything associated with the chaos of when Tribulation has begun – ALL the shaking, disasters, and Woes as laid out in Deuteronomy 28…as well as what hasn’t happened with the Seals/Trumpets…

May God protect each of you under his wings and Bless you with His Peace…