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Love vs Chaos: Land of Confusion


I recall I started watching this video sometime in the last year, but didn’t get to finish it.


Today, I finished it and was then given a message to share


What is the meaning of Life?

I was crying before the video was over because before the gentleman finished his testimony I heard, in The Spirit, “Love is the Meaning” only moments before his words were verbalized.


“Unprecedented times, the unknown before you. How much time do you need to believe?

Too many among you already go through the days with hardened hearts. Are you among those who put your focus on what you can see, on your social media “shares” and on what you can accumulate and moments later, replace?

Your beating heart means something to ME. Love is the answer but wrong choices are being made. What you see happening before you is but a silhouette of what is to come. Too many believe that time is infinite – when in fact – it is finite.



You believe in that which you create but not in the ONE who created. (Genesis 1:1-27)

Time will not stand still because I AM time.

The fragment of time you have been given is your opportunity to exercise that gift – Do you USE that gift or squander it?

Has My Son not told you that the Greatest of these is Love?

That Love He has spoken of is THE meaning behind all the mysteries you long to understand!

For those with ears to hear, hear this now:

if you wish you understand

what this life – your life – is ABOUT?


How you live your life is your gift to me but my ULTIMATE gift to you – beyond your beating heart – beyond eternity in Heaven –

is you WALKING into the fullness of your

DESTINY: Here/Now on Earth.

Each of you has one; a Destiny. But few of you ever to bother asking me if your goals and motivations are truly an “unction” of my calling to you or simply the temptations of the world calling upon your conscious, carnal, thinking mind.

By now, you should realize nothing is as it seems. Time, things and events will only escalate. If you read MY WORD, this you know and already understand. If you have not read my WORD – start now…

The Land of Confusion is before you and on the path ahead. What will you do with what you know? Trust only ME. If you do not know your Destiny – ASK ME.”

The title of this song, “Land of Confusion,” is what I understood I was to share with this message. Many of you know it’s a song from the group Genesis (1986). I am posting the lyrics along with it because the video is just too complicated (and really creepy) and does not include them.

Land of Confusion – Genesis

Lyrics – Land of Confusion

Matthew 7:7-12

Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you:

For every one that asketh receiveth; and he that seeketh findeth; and to him that knocketh it shall be opened.

Or what man is there of you, whom if his son ask bread, will he give him a stone?

10 Or if he ask a fish, will he give him a serpent?

11 If ye then, being evil, know how to give good gifts unto your children, how much more shall your Father which is in heaven give good things to them that ask him?

12 Therefore all things whatsoever ye would that men should do to you, do ye even so to them: for this is the law and the prophets.

King James Version (KJV)

Public Domain


Shared from WP: Joanie Stahl

I woke up just before 2am this morning and, I didn’t fall immediately back to sleep. I did look at my phone. Which is odd, because I usually just fall back to sleep. 

That’s when I noticed this link had been published. It is a speech which was recorded live recently.  It is lengthy at ~103min running time. Once I started it, I didn’t stop. It only gets better the longer you listen. Right to the very end. 

Regardless of where any of us think we are in the space of time, this might be one of the most important messages I’ve heard in a long while. It will make you think and think again…about our soul’s willingness to “count the cost”…

 060- Joanie Stahl- Most Powerful On Prayer, Miracles & Spiritual Warfare You Will Ever Hear – http://wp.me/p7f50G-mv

A San Andreas Message


As I was driving home this morning, I was listening to an Adrian Rogers message on FM Radio. He spoke briefly about the book of Judges and also the story of the Israelite’s having to remain in the desert for 40 years BECAUSE of their disobedience.

I started to cry when I heard that.

I was reminded that God permitted Moses to gaze upon the promised land but did not allow him to enter it; because of his disobedience.


Yesterday’s post was a test for me. A test to make me understand that although I have avoided talking about heavy subjects – subjects that likely a majority of people would rather not hear about, my hesitation about those “tests” does not EXCUSE me from progressing with the task.

There are millions of blogs out there. And a lot of people blog about food/family, home/garden, books and on and on. I have tried covering several of those topics.

What I have learned is that when I write about the stuff that makes me cringe, as in topics that might make me uncomfortable, or those that make me want to cry out for God’s Mercy – it’s that RAW stuff – THE REAL Stuff that readers seem to relate to.

So, this morning as I listened to that Adrian Rogers message and realized that my remaining in disobedience could mean I miss my “blessing” and possibly miss my opportunity to be an unknown blessing to others – I asked God to please “help me to be obedient, help me to follow the path you have set before me.”

I can still share the lighter stuff, but the tone of this blog may begin to evolve. God has shown me repeatedly over my life that it’s all about trusting in the Blood of Jesus, and only through obedience, that we grow the most.

Over Spring Break we traveled out to California. I wasn’t thrilled about this trip but only because (long) road trips – even to a place like “Sunny SoCal” can make one, “road weary.”


We left on a Saturday morning.

By Tuesday afternoon, we took a break from where we were staying East of Riverside and finally headed West into Orange County. I gave my husband a break from driving since he’d driven almost the whole way cross country.

As we started the drive, I watched the topography change and the first thing I noticed was that I was driving through an area of rolling hills/mountains.

Suddenly, I asked aloud. “Is this the San Andreas Fault?” The husband said yes.

I tend to be very focused on the road ahead when I am driving, especially through very winding, narrow areas. The San Andreas is that. But there were moments when there were fewer cars around me (it is as I recall, a mostly single lane road) and I would glance to my right or my left.

The rolling hills were gorgeous, truly. But I was struck by the massiveness of all the “cracks and crevices” that formed these pointed peaks and their corresponding valleys, surrounding us. The thing that stuck with me was the incredibly ominous feeling that surged through me as I drove.

God wanted me to understand – actually to FEEL the magnitude of the power that the San Andreas holds.

The power and energy of Andreas is ENORMOUS. Because this power is below ground – it unseen, seemingly invisible, yet very present. Driving through it, I was assured of His protection but the Andreas will not be silent or “gently stirring” much longer.

The name San Andreas (specifically Andreas means: Man, Brave). I did some additional research into the Andreas name origin and this is what I found.


Some adjectives to describe it are: Determined, efficient, resourceful, energetic and courageous.

Andreas is a powerful personality who aspire to lead and command others. The name origin also indicates a “personality” that knows how to shine, attract attention to themselves and impress others. They loathe mediocrity and are not cut out for subordinate roles. Failure therefore tends to hit them hard and can make them bitter and envious. Luckily, they know just how to grab the opportunities that life offers them, which they do rapidly and skillfully.


Though these attributes relate to a person’s name, they also cross relate to Andreas, even as a region of land.

God is God. He can (and will) use any and all means as necessary to accomplish the goals He has for people to NOTICE him and acknowledge his Sovereignty.


On our return trip from Orange County, God (in his infinite Mercy) gave me a valuable lesson.

I had asked him over the previous weeks to reveal to me any areas of sin in my life. I wanted to purge myself of anything that wasn’t pleasing to him.

As I gazed upon the California landscape, on approach toward The San Andreas fault zone, he hit me front and center with the purpose of this trip.

“You have made the West Coast an ‘idol’ of your distaste.”

Then he had me recall how many times had I said ALOUD “I can’t stand the West Coast.” These words had hurt him deeply.

He directed my gaze at the houses lining the valley, and then, to those on the hills. Thousands of home full of souls.

“Daughter, each time you speak those words you create a rift in our relationship. I know your memories of the West are less than pleasant. But those memories have LESS to do with the land and everything to do with your Spiritual Enemy. REPENT.”

I was mortified.

The scales dropped from my eyes. I looked around and felt anguish. “Do you finally see how many will be LOST when the AND SUDDENLY event occurs?” I was ready to burst into tears. My heart actually ached. “Millions will be affected. Millions. I brought you back not just to repent but to witness for yourself the same beauty I see. I wanted you to be able to appreciate, for once, this land you escaped from before I change it, forever.”

In that moment, He changed my perspective. “I’m so sorry, Lord. Forgive Me!”

He even went a step further and informed me that my past relentless pursuit of living on the East Coast had been the enemy “dangling a carrot” in front of me. The point had never been about the places I dreamed of living – the point was it’s all about the people we meet on this JOURNEY. The relationships that intertwine us.

God’s love for mankind is immense and that’s why he is torn. He promises to bless America were solid IF we honored and obeyed him.

He never promised America eternity without exception. He promised eternity to those who accept Salvation through Jesus…the Harbingers should have been enough to get our attention.


We have some major shake ups ahead. There are no words to describe what’s coming. What will matter is whether you are following God’s leading. Are you within God’s Will? Are you being obedient? Do you truly recognize His Voice?

God truly doesn’t want any of his children to perish. He doesn’t want them to turn away, but he has given us Free Will.

That Free Will gives us choices, the same choices that Adam and Eve had to make.

I pray we’ve learned from Adam and Eve. I pray each of us has acquired enough wisdom to be ready, for anything.





Vision in a Dream: Storms & Fires

More than a year ago I had a dream.

Though I have been very hesitant to post this I am feeling that it is too important not to. As much as I have wanted to write, this is one of several things I believe I must write before I can progress further.

So much has happened in the previous weeks and months that I will make this my starting point.


Beginning of Vision:

I was looking off in the distance (to the East). I could see severe storms approaching. The clouds were thick. Among them were an onslaught of  Tornadoes. I say tornadoes because there was more than one. I don’t recall if there was a specific number. However many there were, they were creating a path of destruction. The sky was dark (and/or was bringing a darkness over and upon the land)

As I turned my gaze from my right side and looked to my left (West) I saw a City on that horizon. I do not know what City it was, only that it was large. The skyline/buildings were swathed in colors of bright reds/oranges. As if covered in Fire. Though the City was not yet totally consumed, destruction was imminent. Flames were catching and everything was being burning up. There was no stopping it.

I was situated by a road (think of a highway) and observing the encroaching Eastern Storms and the soon to be annihilated City. To give better perspective, I was facing in a Northerly direction (there was a wide-open plain before me) and the highway in front of me was running East to West. I don’t recall seeing any cars on the road or people, but the highway was there.

Though I was by the road I was not standing. I was hovering. Suddenly, I was turned away from the storm of Tornadoes and was heading at super-speed toward the City – parallel to the highway. I was not traveling by my own means, it was something Super Natural  – either an Angel or a horse.

We raced toward the City; as we got closer I was suddenly transformed and found myself standing inside a building, instead of outside. The building was as yet untouched by the chaos outside but the situation was deteriorating rapidly. People seemed unaware of the danger and while chaos was closing in, there was no sense of panic or apparent cause for concern.

I entered a room. There were few people in it and someone was in a bed.

I looked around at the people. I felt an urgency well up within and I took a step toward the the bed.

I looked at the person in the bed and said, “Come on…You have to get up. We have to leave. We have to go NOW.”

End of Vision (Dream) –






“LifeStyle Fasting”



I’d felt a burden last week to do something I’d never done.

I felt The Lord calling me to Fast. I’ve heard about fasting and I know it’s Biblical; I’ve read about it.

I really need to hear from God. I really need to receive His wisdom and clarity. I can’t imagine anyone wouldn’t!?

Well, actually….I know that’s not true. I know the idea of hearing from God scares the pants off of a lot of people. Some agnostics, some new believers…

However, I’m not writing to make friends or “tickle” ears – I’m writing to Shine the Light of God’s truth. The truth that will set us all free….

There has been a lot happening around us as I’ve mentioned.

Trying to make sense of it, we’ll that’s another story. Sometimes, we won’t be able to make sense of anything. And sometimes, the only thing we’ll get is the Peace of God that He allows to fill us and keep us calm in the midst of the storm – that is if we ASK for it.

I believe there is a storm coming, friends. I don’t think there’s any other way to say it.

I know I’ve mentioned on previous blog posts the book, “The Harbinger” by Jonathan Cahn. Well, in the years ’01 and ’08…those events happened during a Shemitah year cycle. The Shemitah is part of the Hebraic calendar. If you haven’t read The Harbinger, I encourage you to read it.

Right now, I am in the middle of the sequel: “The Mystery of the Shemitah.”  To be honest, I’d never heard the term Shemitah before last year.

Even before I started reading the Shemitah I felt the call to fast, but once I started it I knew I had to try. The reason is that God is working on me. He wants every part of me. He wants me to lean on HIM fully and completely. He wants me to know what it feels like to TRUST him and have no hesitations in doing so.

Whatever is coming our way in the next 12 months…I pray that each of us is ready for it. I have asked God for mercy and for his protection. That being said, nothing may happen…but that’s not what history of the Shemitah has shown.

If God’s Word is true, if what I’ve learned about the Hebraic calendar is correct…based on the patterns that have been laid out so far – then I am going to do what God has asked of me and be the “watchman” on the wall and sound the “WaKE UP!” call. Get to know who Jesus is – T O D A Y.

Back to FASTing:

Anyhow, as I “entered” my feeble attempt at my fast last week…I felt like I didn’t know enough about it to do it successfully. That I didn’t understand the mechanics of doing it right.

I shared my first attempt with a friend, expressing my dissatisfaction with my effort. Fortunately this friend is both grounded in Christ and has fasted a good deal, because her words kept me from feeling defeated.

“There is no right or wrong way to Fast. Follow the direction of the Spirit. Let Him lead.”

I also hadn’t had a clue as to how to pray as I fasted or what to pray. I wasn’t sure how God wanted me to worship Him, or how to present myself to Him; for him to know I longed for his presence.

What I didn’t know kind of surprised me.

Prayer and Fasting do go hand in hand but they don’t always have to.

Prayer isn’t limited to bowing your head, hands folded, sitting in a church.

PRAYER is conversation with GOD.


Fasting isn’t limited to Food. It’s not limited to the time of Lent.

Fasting is about putting aside that which we idolize or depend on – and REFOCUSing our minds on Christ. Seeking Him to help us, feed us and nourish ourselves through HIS WORD.

Now, when matched up side by side, Prayer and Fasting are a combination that touch the heart of God – Right where HE is sitting on his Heavenly throne.

The real point of fasting is to take our WORLDLY focus and fixate on HIM.

Allow HIM to fill us UP completely and in doing so remaining prayerful that HE will speak to us and confirm within us, what we need to know.

What I didn’t realize is the way I live is more or less a form of “Lifestyle Fasting.”

I don’t need much…I am a simple person. The only thing I crave is to know Jesus more….

I am now looking to him to help me write this blog because I just can’t do it justice solo.

I listen for his voice throughout the day.

I’m mindful that with every bite of food I eat, someone somewhere has none.

I’m more fully reminded as time marches on that the enemy is out there on the prowl, scheming to steal, kill and destroy – And that is what keeps me going here…because

above all, I recognize how many lost souls there are, everywhere. Maybe reading, right now….

People who are willing to “put off” and procrastinate on the “Jesus” thing because they are too wrapped in THIS world to learn about HIS world.

The World HE made for You and me. To share THAT world with HIM.


Fasting and praying may not be for everyone…but Jesus is.  He’s here, today.

What will you do when you can no longer procrastinate, because the opportunity to say YES to HIM is gone?

Scoff if you will, But Jesus didn’t turn his back on the cross.

and Jesus wouldn’t turn his back on YOU – Just give him a chance.

Give Him a chance to change YOU and then go change your corner of the world!


Allow God to change you and discover the Light you were made to Shine!

Wherever you are, I pray you discover who you were meant to be as a Child of God….

and that you are blessed by HIS presence,