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Cascadia Subduction Zone & Word for Bethany

Message received 12/28-29/17

8:17 am From The Ruach Hakodesh

[I received this message while reading Chapter 22, and Bethany’s Word,specifically, at pg 222 of Derek Prince’s book “They Shall expel demons”]

There are Spirits (Ephesians 6:12) over Washington State and The Northwest. These Spirits are a part of what will make The Cascadia Subduction Zone come to life and domino.

Anyone who lives on or near this vicinity needs to be paying attention.

My daughter has long thought (and wrote some time ago) that the San Andreas would “trigger” a set of devastating geological events along the West Coast. In a manner of speaking, that is true..

Although man places a good deal too much “faith” in his technology

(Gegeological/

Meterological/

Satellite-Google) 

what man has developed by his intellect does not compare to THE WILL of The Father or THE POWER of The Son.

Kenzel, in the past year, had drafted a blogpost that she never published titled, “The Ring of Fire” because all she had was recognizing there was a spiritual significance to it’s shape, logistics and placement. All that being said, I had not provided enough substance for her to share with listening ears.

But back to Cascadia.

Like it or not, your lives are not just about you.

Many of the people that walk your earth believe they exist in pursuit of pleasure. This is faulty, self-absorbed thinking and a by-product of your sin nature.

You have been given Millenia to understand the how and why for your existence: God, Yahuveh, Elohim

Unfortunately, the basic lessons that my children should have learned have for the most part gone un-heeded.

The Cascadia Subduction Zone is the “Center Point” of dark spirits in the Northwest. If you will – this is one of the strongest principalities in the nation – not the strongest (But no matter.) (Job 38:17)

When the Cascadia Zone is released “it shall open one of the portals of the gates of hell.” (direct quote from Ruach) However, by association and by design the Cascadia Fault is part of The Ring of Fire, thus the trigger effect will not only be this portal but the “Ring” of portals.  As in Cascadia, will be a “flash point” (there is more than one) for unlocking the gates of hell that are located throughout the earth.

Recall in Luke 21:26 the scripture that mentions Men’s hearts failing them? This is what that verse is referring to the beginning of …”the hordes of hell unleashed.”

Accompanying Scripture:

Job 38-42

WORD of KNOWLEDGE

Before Closing, I have a message for Bethany:

Last night, as I was listening to Julie True (Spirit to Spirit) I head the name “Bethany.” Then I saw a floating and repeated image of a person with dark hair and wearing a dark sweater. He was sitting with his back against a window. I could see what appeared to be light outside from a backyard and trees.

This morning, just before I started writing this piece I asked “why did I hear the name Bethany?” and then received: “Spirit of Sadness.” Once I completed writing Cascadia, here was the explanation in full.

Bethany: At some point soon, your life is going to change. Like, change a lot. As in everything you know is going to be completely different. I’m under the impression things around you (related to Cascadia) are going to create that change. Do not fear it.

You have an association with the person I saw in that floating image. You are close to him. Not having his friendship would be a difficult loss but this is where you have to know WHO you are in Christ. No matter what happens to your friend or your family…your Father is your creator and YOUR LORD.

Whatever happens that is coming when these events start happening The Spirit of Sadness will approach.

Bethany, resist it.

At every moment you feel ANY kind of sadness – Submit that feeling to God and resist it. This will be your testing. You can and must fight this spirit because this Spirit would bring other spirits. Whether or not you know it, you are one of God’s Holy Vessels and there will be people (that you don’t even know yet) counting on you. You will survive what’s coming and help others through it.

You are valuable to The Father and God has amazing things planned for your life

Remember:

Submit to God.

Resist the devil (and he will flee)

And listen for God’s voice. He will talk and walk you through it.

Even in crisis and calamity…

YOUR BEST DAYS ARE AHEAD.

Love and Blessings, Sister!

Shalom

*I am to record this Word of Knowledge on Podbean, you will find it there if you would like to hear this read aloud.

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Operating in The Spiritual Gifts: Video Series Part VI

 

A Continuing Video Series hosted by Paul and Marla Reid.

Please enjoy; This is Part VI.

I messaged Marla recently and they are hoping/preparing and in prayer about each shows topic.

As they are posted, I will share them.

Words of Knowledge and Discernment – Part VI

Dream/Vision: Face to Face

In The Father’s Hands.

I went to bed early. Exhaustion had permeated my being: physically, emotionally and spiritually. I was ready to just curl up under my covers and hibernate.

Sleep arrived quickly, which didn’t happen often.

I don’t know how I got to where I was, but I distinctly remember “hovering” in the air, over a city suburb.

I recognized the area. We (someone was with me) were in Kent. Positioned near the last tennis club I’d trained at prior to stepping away from competitive tennis. This is where I had trained with the club Pro, during my last year of competition. My Father had opted to let someone else work with me during the weekdays.

Since Dad was still working and Mom was retired, if I needed to go somewhere, Mom would drop me off and pick me up.  

In this vision, I could see from afar that her car was leaving the club parking lot. I knew she and I were both inside the vehicle (even though I was looking on the scene, from above, as an observer) and we would be driving the familiar route home; heading up the long winding drive back to Federal Way from Kent.

Just as the car was hillside, I went from hovering and airborne to sitting in the front passenger seat. This is where I used to sit when Mom and I would drive together.
In this vision, she was wearing her favorite outfit. A blue jacket, white long-sleeved blouse that had a multi-colored grape print and navy blue slacks. Her eyes focused straight ahead, both hands on the wheel. I turned from looking at her to looking forward and started talking.

“I’ve missed you so much, Mom. Dad’s missed you so much. There is so much I want to share with you. So many things to say. I never got to say goodbye. I never thought you’d die. I need you so much, I have so many questions to ask. I don’t even know where to start.”

I turned my head from looking forward (or at the surroundings outside the car) back to my Mom. But Mom’s visual appearance had changed; her clothing had changed, her general appearance.

In an instant, she had – what I would call – “transfigured” (look up Matthew 17:1-9) because her appearance had gone from what I recognized on earth to something ethereal. Her presence resembled more of what we would call, “Angelic.”

Her favorite outfit was gone and it was as if she were clothed in white linen. Not the linen you and I would recognize. This was almost formless. I really couldn’t make out a definite form of earthly body. I knew it was her, but she was different. She was now perfect. She had been changed.

Without turning to look at me, Mom kept her eyes focused forward and spoke:

“Everything will be alright. It will all work out.”

[As she started to answer, something else happened. I had initially turned my head to look her direction when I asked my question. I also saw something that stunned me.

Positioned initially out of view, perched between the driver’s and passenger seat appeared a brilliant light. It was fiery in the middle and glowed radiance outward. It was the brightest light I had (and still have) ever seen. I only saw it for a moment.]

Her response was not the answer I was looking for but it was the answer God intended for me, at that time.

Once I turned away from looking at Mom and made visual contact with “The Light” I was translated outside the car and hovering over a valley. Not necessarily the Kent Valley. I saw the car ascending the top of a hill and driving up, over and beyond it. It all happened  lightning fast. The car was gone and she disappeared. I really wanted to go with her, but it wasn’t my time yet. This would have to be enough to suffice.

If God’s intent was to give me hope, I guess he did.

While I didn’t get to connect with her as I would have liked to in life…he gave me two things I needed, actually three:

1) He let me see her, first as I remembered her in life, in context of our way of life.
2) Then he showed me that she was no longer of this world.
3) That she was now in His presence. Living in peace, perfection and out of pain.

Looking back, this vision was also indicating a prophetic change for me. My Dad had always been my Coach. He’d trained me. They had both been active in my tennis development. Whether practice, commuting or competition.

In this vision, I knew subconsciously Mom was gone. It took me much longer to understand this meant my Dad had transitioned “away” from being my coach. I now understand that this vision was a sign that not only would I no longer compete but be an indication that changes were coming and would happen fast.

God had removed my Mother from the earth and this was indicating that my Father’s place in my life would be changing, too. It was not a message I would have wanted to know back then and was not ready to understand until recently.

Just as God tells us everything we need to know in His Word, to navigate this life. This vision had a multi-layered message designed to be revealed at His choosing and in His timing.

Like an onion, time is his tool. While preparing the onion might cause me to tear up/cry during the “Prep Work” the final product is what he is after. God is revealing what I need to know, as it is beneficial. He does this out of Love. (Jeremiah 29:11)

Mom had raised me and taken care of me, nurturing me like a mother is designed to. But this transition was Him letting me know that He was in control. He always had been and would continue to be faithful.

Mom’s journey was complete and now it was my turn to walk with Him. She and I never had eye contact and our conversation was limited by the nature of God’s laws. However, His was a reassurance to me that even though I would no longer see her in this life, she had fulfilled her purpose and had gone onto glory. I was now In The Father’s Hands. He actually had full control of the car, the destination and my purpose.

The Spiritual Realm is and always has been very real. God is not about to leave my side. He won’t leave yours either.

He never has. He never will. He takes care of his Sheep, He had created both of us. I needed to trust, just as she had.

John 10:27New Living Translation (NLT)

27 My sheep listen to my voice; I know them, and they follow me.

 

Converging Pathways

 

I heard the song, “Tell Your Heart to Beat Again,” on the morning drive. I had to work really hard to keep my eyes clear (from tears) and focused on the road.

This song is EXACTLY where I am. This is why I have to trust God to help me write. I can’t do it alone. As confusing as my story has been, it’s starting to make more sense.

I’m not alone in the struggles I’ve faced (though the enemy would like us – YOU and I – to THINK so.)

It’s time to step into the Light of Grace. I’ve followed God’s Light it for too long and not recognized I need to claim it; it’s time to GRAB onto the hand God is holding out for me AND hold it.

Each stanza in the lyrics of this song take me to a specific time and place in my past.

A place where God was guiding my hand and leading me toward the future- toward today.

Sometimes God walks us through situations that we will only understand in hindsight.

God is amazing. He has provided me with what seems like extraordinary experiences that allowed the healing process to begin. This is a process that has happened, without my actually knowing it.

That is Grace.

But the real power of God’s Mercy is my writing about it.

God used Jesus as his divine tool to fix a broken world… But, just like Jesus sweat tears (as of blood) in Gethsemane I too have been reluctant and fighting my purpose. Without putting in my own sweat equity, the results of my healing will be limited.

It is on this pathway that He will do something far beyond healing the scrapes and bruises that have shaped ME.

He wants to use these battle scars to help others to believe: He is the Great Healer, Physician and Counselor.

So, this is a small initial Thank you to all who have ever encouraged the “Writer” in me. As Mikayla said, (the day this blogging process started): God is into Restoration and Redemption. He IS Faithful.

Tell Your Heart to Beat Again – Danny Gokey

 

With God,

Everything is possible.

With God,

Everything Matters.

 

Blessings to All!

Memoir Excerpt: ICU

I looked on the floor and noticed a college ruled spiral notebook staring up at me. At the top I had written:

 

Matthew 11:28

March 1987 – Evening

 

I read through the “journal-style writing.”

I did not write this in 1987, I’d written this within the past 5-10 years. I’ve never felt led to share any part of what I have written towards the memoir on this blog, until now.

 

Matthew 11:28-30 New Living Translation (NLT)

28 Then Jesus said, “Come to me, all of you who are weary and carry heavy burdens, and I will give you rest. 29 Take my yoke upon you. Let me teach you, because I am humble and gentle at heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30 For my yoke is easy to bear, and the burden I give you is light.”

 

Maybe by presenting a snippet of the story here, it will allow me to continue the journey and face the work ahead.

 

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Scene

I walked into the ICU, dazed and numb. I stood next to the bed, staring at my Dad. This seemingly strong, determined, “can-do” anything 59 year old man was laying in a hospital room. Attached to his sturdy, yet earthly frame were a myriad of tubes and life support systems.

Watching him breath in and out, and seeing the machines monitor his body made me cringe and tremble…

 

“Dad, don’t go. Stay here, please! I need you. You’re all I have left. I can’t lose you, too. We still have a few tennis games to play on the court. You’re my coach…I don’t want another. I’m not ready to give up yet. And I’ve barely gotten to know you. I need more time. It’s too soon.”

 

I prayed over him. I asked God to give me a miracle. To bring him back. I leaned against the gurney and watched him breathe. Looking at his chest move up and down. Waiting. Asking him to open his eyes. Touching his hand, asking him to squeeze it and tell me he could hear me.

I yearned to give him a hug. I leaned my head against his arm and cried.

_________________________________________

 

I don’t think I’ve cried about that moment since it happened back in 1986. It is just as real today as it was when it happened that night.

But God is good and that is why I am sharing this excerpt, here and now. This is my “free write” time as I get ready to dive in and allow God to do what He does best. Make something beautiful out of all these ashes.

Blessings,

Kenzel

 

 

 

The Gifts of Christmas: Find your Key

Gifts of Christmas - Tree

Gifts of Christmas – “Tree”

My alarm went off at 5:30 this morning. A few minutes later, I opened up my Jesus Calling devotional and proceeded to dig into scripture.

The passages referred to were Isaiah 41:10, Psalm 9:10 and James 1:2

Isaiah 41:10New Living Translation (NLT)

10 Don’t be afraid, for I am with you.
    Don’t be discouraged, for I am your God.
I will strengthen you and help you.
    I will hold you up with my victorious right hand.

Psalm 9:10New Living Translation (NLT)

10 Those who know your name trust in you,
    for you, O Lord, do not abandon those who search for you.

James 1:2New Living Translation (NLT)

Faith and Endurance

Dear brothers and sisters,[a] when troubles of any kind come your way, consider it an opportunity for great joy.

I spent some time meditating on those verses. Really letting them sink in. Immersing my being in the richness of the words. If you’ve kept up with this blog for any length of time, you know why I write; out of obedience.

I recently started searching for a “real meaning” of Christmas. I wasn’t sure what I expected. I didn’t know what I would find, if anything, or if my search would end in frustration. Leaving me grasping at straws.

It was in the middle of all this that God spoke to my Spirit.

“You are troubled, Child but you need not be. The answers you seek lie within. Tell me, wasn’t the Christ Child was my gift to you?”

“Indeed, Lord.”

“And, what was His purpose?”

“Salvation and Grace”

“True, Dig deeper.”

“Deeper, how?”

“You feel like the meaning of the season is lost on this world.”

“Yes.”

“It’s not. You hold The Key….

I gave you and ALL my Children The Key long ago. Jesus is my Gift to the World. Obviously not everyone embraces or accepts His Gift. But my Gifts are presented with multiple purposes. Jesus was just the start. Jesus Birth is a celebration. But the celebration you seek is not one most people look for. The true meaning of this season (not holiday) is FOUND in the Holy Spirit. You remember the first time you EVER felt the Spirit?

It was the first Christmas after your Mother had just died. You were at Christmas Eve Candlelight Service with your Father, and Grand Uncle and Aunt. You were singing hymns; “Silent Night” and “Little Town of Bethlehem.” Not coincidentally, you were holding your candle, “Shining a Light in the darkness.” You gazed from the candle to the Altar and while standing in the pew you felt that slight breeze blow past and threw you. It gave you goose bumps.”

“The Holy Spirit…”

“Yes.”

“Why are you telling me this?”

“You asked, you’ve been searching. You’re heart aches, wonders and pleads. Yes, I see it ALL.”

“You also see my sin then…”

“I’ve seen sin that I’ve since washed white as snow…you are sanctified. You cling to it in shame and fear which impedes my purpose, WE are working on that TOGETHER. Time is my device. Focus on ME. Jesus changed the world but I need YOU.”

“Me? Why me?”

“Why? Because you are Willing. Because you WILL listen. Because you LOOK for me. For those reasons you fulfill a purpose in my plan.”

“What can I possibly bring to your plan?”

“Do you remember how My Son said:

John 16:7New Living Translation (NLT)

7 But in fact, it is best for you that I go away, because if I don’t, the Advocate[a] won’t come. If I do go away, then I will send him to you.

The Advocate he referred to is the Holy Spirit. The Holy Spirit is what you felt that Christmas Eve. The Holy Spirit is REAL and powerful. The Holy Spirit IS what gives this season its meaning. Your struggle to find fulfillment this Christmas. Christmas in this world is also real but it is  carnal and THAT is the reason your soul has been troubled. It’s the Spiritual Gifts you have, that I have blessed you with that MAKE this season the reason for celebration.  Each of you, EACH of MY Children has a Gift. In your case, I had you picked from before birth to write.”

“But I’m not that good at it…”

“You sound like Moses. You are listening to the wrong voices, Child. I have equipped YOU. That is ALL you NEED. I do not make mistakes.”

“How do I…?”

“Come find me and seek me, just like you have been. You will find me in MY WORD. The more time you spend there, the more often you will receive. I will Bless you often and abundantly.”

“But writing is so hard for me. And there are other challenges creating barriers.”

“It is hard because I want to stretch you. Stretching you will benefit others reading this. And I know of your barriers. Don’t let them distract you. FOCUS on ME. All things are possible with ME.”

And

YOU have found the meaning of Christmas. It is within you.

It is the Holy Spirit Living in YOU; The tingle. The warmth. The Truth.

YOU are LOVED.

Of all the songs that Pentatonix has released, this is the one that resonates within me. I feel like The Little Drummer Boy. I have little to give, but what I give, I give with my whole heart. A truly humbled heart.

Dear God,

Thank you for today’s Blessings. Moments like this move me. I pray others will be Blessed by reading this. And that as we approach the celebration of our Savior’s birth our hearts are filled with gratitude…for All the Gifts you’ve given us.

And ALL God’s children said: Amen

May the Holy Spirit reveal the Gift(s) you’ve received this Christmas!

Blessings,

-Kenzel

(And Meg, He wants you to know…He is by your side. Always, to the end of time).

Total Dependence

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We live in a strange world.

We get pulled in multiple directions.

And then…our destinations are further complicated by other momentary distractions.

LISTEN Up!

Do you ever hear HIS still SMALL voice (God’s Voice) vying for your attention?

If you hear it, do you acknowledge it? Or do you ignore it?

I’m at the point lately where I feel like I get nothing done. Or it seems like it.

Laundry piles up so fast, I can’t make a dent in it.

And it sits in clean dry piles, on the dryer waiting to be M-O-V-E-D.

I keep thinking every morning how much I need to vacuum my floors.

*Doesn’t happen*

I’m 3/4 of the way done on purging and organizing to set up for Christmas….but our frigid temperatures make me want to huddle and keep warm with a cup of tea instead.

But, Here I sit.

I’m typing at the keyboard even though I should be grocery shopping.

I want to make Chicken Tortilla Soup for dinner. I have no cilantro, canned corn or sour cream. I’m also out of Chicken Bouillon. My ingredient list is at the ready. Then I remember, I have not done any writing for Nano in a week  – Yet He directed me to write this.

I don’t understand what God is doing but God must know what He is doing…

Then I heard him say it: Total Dependence.

I’ve been conversing with friends online about a myriad of topics this morning. From book publishing to blogging to Essential Oils. My mind is getting stretched. There are other Revelations that I’ve gotten lately. Understanding of things I need to sort out. I think that’s why He whispered: “Total Dependence” to me.

We need to expect whirlwinds in our life. But when whirlwinds come, are we ready for them? Do we know what to do as they approach and when we’re in the middle?

Every challenge we face is part of God’s Grand Design.

We can try to weather storms on our own, but should we?

He wants you and I to know that even though He is here and WITH us every moment of every day…we don’t always take advantage of His presence.

God’s Holy Spirit is His gift to us.

If you and I decide to actually DEPEND on God

then He’ll give us the Holy Spirit to lean on and into.

It may seem silly to think that praying to God or surrendering your self (your soul) to Jesus or that getting on your knees is silliness.

That it does not have an affective. But, OH! It does.

I’ve written and shared many times about how I’ve seen God work.

Lord, Help my Unbelief! (Mark 9:23-25)

You know, I’ve seen the clouds cross the sky…but I can’t touch them above my head.

Fog has been outside my front door and yet when I reach out to touch it…nothing is there. It is a vapor.

Thunder can be heard but as loud as it is and much as it might shake my house, I can’t tangibly see it or touch it.

I just know IT’S THERE.

God, His Son – Jesus and the Holy Spirit are the same.

You may not SEE them – But THEY ARE THERE

Many have not seen and will not believe.

Because Jesus has been long in coming, it appears He has forgotten us.

Total Dependence

God wants us to crave knowing Him as much as we need oxygen to breathe.

He wants us to run and jump into His lap as if we were 7 years old again. (Except that we feel foolish at the mere thought of it.)

So we stay away.

Don’t cry alone. Don’t despair. And Don’t WORRY!

If you’ve got no one else to depend on…you’ve got nothing to lose by turning to God.

Challenge God by praying into what you see as “the emptiness.”

Find out if your Independence is better than Total Dependence on God.

He is up for YOUR challenge – Are you up for Him to Help?

#StepN2TotalDependence

 

Step Up! Step In! Step Forward!

– Kenzel